12 - 14 Feb 2021

12 Feb 2021

Repeated bad sleep again.  Unsure why sleep has become difficult. I look so forward to one day have a few hours of deep sleep. 

Anyway, after taking care of dogs, walked 3+ miles in cool, foggy weather. My longest walk in recent memory. 

Played various philosophical games in my head today. I've been on this anaconda ride for quite some time.  If I had 6 months, what would I do?  What happens if current treatment doesn't work?  What will the end look like??  Is there more to life than just existing?

Been listening to music on YouTube that I grew up with. Brought back many pleasant memories.  

Received a 23-page plan from UAB Oncology.  Still going through the plan. The upfront part that got my attention is my first evaluation will takes place after sixth chemo treatment.  Afterward, surgery or radiation might be offered.  Like that all is listed as "curative."

Put 40 minutes on trainer via Zwift.  Felt good!

My music outlet for the day:  OneRepublic "I Lived" :  https://youtu.be/z0rxydSolwU

13 Feb 2021

Really nothing significant to report.  Got in 2.5 miles on a walk and 45 minutes on bike.  

14 Feb 2021

Highlight was pump arrived.  So installed on pond.  

Got in 2+ miles in on a walk this morning.